2015. október 1., csütörtök

A Pinch Of Heaven

You swam through my veins,
crept inside my soul,
there was no escape, no letting go.
Your place was already made,
you came to make me whole,
the half you gave 
was the missing piece I've been searching for.

A pinch of heaven, a hint of hell.
We fell from the angels and were under her spell.
My partner in crime. We fought, we cried, we tried,
we survived. I hope we will never have to say goodbye
until we die. 

2015. szeptember 17., csütörtök

Without You

Without you....
Even writing this down puts tears on my face.
I long to see you, hear your voice, instead, I'm stuck in this lonely place with no air.
Is this the way it will always be? Is this my destiny?
As soon as I find something to hold on to, it slips right through my hands.
The walls are slowly caving in, but we are still holding on.
I wonder if your love is true, I want to believe it, I feel we're worth fighting for.
Hearts are always tried, nothing is ever easy.
There is always a sacrifice, but I want you to know you have me.

2015. szeptember 10., csütörtök

Letter To HER

A thousand questions, blurry answers. 
One question amongst many: why?
What have I done to deserve this?
Why are you trying to sabotage my life?
Why won't you let me move forward so I can leave my past behind and finally be happy?
Don't you think I've suffered enough?
My life has been stolen, ripped from my hands and now you want to take conrol of it?
What have I done to make you treat me like this?
I have done nothing but stand by you, comfort you at dark times.
I know how it feels...I do.
Not being able to trust anyone, doubting everyone, but you can't live life like that.
You have to trust someone and I trust HIM.
Please let me go.
I want to be free.
I've done my time.
I feel my life sentence has been served.

2015. augusztus 27., csütörtök


Broken to pieces, empty inside.
Soul full of darkness, can't see the light.
You took the the light, you stole my shine.
I'm left with nothing, you've taken what's mine.
Nowhere to turn, no money in my pocket.
No plane to catch, never felt so lonely.
Broken, torn, sinking in a rusty boat alone.
Left to rot, left to die.
I put my faith in you God.
Lead the way, shine your light.

2015. augusztus 20., csütörtök


I can't breathe,
I can't feel,
I'm lost,
I'm not here.
Unsure, confused,
What to do?
No clue.

Trapped, hands tied,
I'm numb, I'm blind.
Can't hear, can't speak,
The noise is to deafening.

Weak, no way out,
Trapped, doubt is all around.
I want to smile, I want to feel and I
want to love, but first my soul must heal.

2015. augusztus 6., csütörtök

I wonder...

Will you remember the sound of my voice when you're alone?
I wonder...
Will you remember the warm touch of my hands as they press ever so gently against your soft face?
I wonder...
Do you still feel my love surround you when no one is around?
I wonder...
Have they stolen an angel's soul with a heart of gold?
I wonder...
If I were to look into your eyes, would I still see them glow, would they smile?
I wonder...
Would you act like a stranger after all this time?
I wonder...
Am I still in your prayers, do I appear in your dreams?

All I can do is wonder, but no matter where you are, no matter how far, no matter how many miles you have to walk in the shoes they bought you, even if we have to climb the highest mountains, I'm yours and you're mine, they can't break our bond, take the love even if they try.

2015. július 29., szerda


I just laid there in complete silence.
Waiting for sunlight to meet my eyes so that I can see his face.
I waited all day, all night.
But he never came.
With emptiness came lonliness.
With silence came fear.
I just stared into space wishing he was here.
Now all I have is this empty bed and disturbing thoughts 
that won't disappear.