Without You

Without you....
Even writing this down puts tears on my face.
I long to see you, hear your voice, instead, I'm stuck in this lonely place with no air.
Is this the way it will always be? Is this my destiny?
As soon as I find something to hold on to, it slips right through my hands.
The walls are slowly caving in, but we are still holding on.
I wonder if your love is true, I want to believe it, I feel we're worth fighting for.
Hearts are always tried, nothing is ever easy.
There is always a sacrifice, but I want you to know you have me.

Letter To HER

A thousand questions, blurry answers. 
One question amongst many: why?
What have I done to deserve this?
Why are you trying to sabotage my life?
Why won't you let me move forward so I can leave my past behind and finally be happy?
Don't you think I've suffered enough?
My life has been stolen, ripped from my hands and now you want to take conrol of it?
Why?
What have I done to make you treat me like this?
I have done nothing but stand by you, comfort you at dark times.
I know how it feels...I do.
Not being able to trust anyone, doubting everyone, but you can't live life like that.
You have to trust someone and I trust HIM.
Please let me go.
I want to be free.
I've done my time.
I feel my life sentence has been served.