I don't know where I am.
I can't remember days.
They pass before I wake.
My mind has been invaded by your face.
My heart has been racing, saving you a secret place.
I'm really gone..
I can't think anymore.
I've lost all control.
I can't stand. Energy is leaving me.
Come over here! Lay with me.
Lock me in your arms. I want to feel safe.
I don't want any space between us.
Let me look into your eyes and I hope this beautiful
sight will be enough for me to fall asleep tonight.
Thursday 29 January 2015
Thursday 15 January 2015
3 am
It's 3 am and all I can do is think about you.
Do you?
Do I run across your mind before you close your eyes?
I wonder how many times..
I want to hear those sweet words, because they make me smile.
Remember when we could hardly say goodbye?
I miss those nights.
All I have is a picture of you that I hold on to, but deep down
I wish I was holding you.
Touching your hand, laying next to you.
You're the missing half of me.
You're all I need to feel complete.
Do you?
Do I run across your mind before you close your eyes?
I wonder how many times..
I want to hear those sweet words, because they make me smile.
Remember when we could hardly say goodbye?
I miss those nights.
All I have is a picture of you that I hold on to, but deep down
I wish I was holding you.
Touching your hand, laying next to you.
You're the missing half of me.
You're all I need to feel complete.
Thursday 8 January 2015
Distance
I've lost count of how many times I told myself that I don't ever want to feel like this.
Now I taste these tears as my heart bleeds.
I place my body on these cold sheets, praying hard to quickly fall asleep.
Where are you? Are you near?
I don't see or feel you here.
This distance is poison that kills.
My heart screams, but you don't hear. I hate it here!
I want to be close to you, wrapped up in you.
Take me where you are because I'm afraid of the dark.
Hold my hand and lead the way.
Paradise is where I want us to stay.
Now I taste these tears as my heart bleeds.
I place my body on these cold sheets, praying hard to quickly fall asleep.
Where are you? Are you near?
I don't see or feel you here.
This distance is poison that kills.
My heart screams, but you don't hear. I hate it here!
I want to be close to you, wrapped up in you.
Take me where you are because I'm afraid of the dark.
Hold my hand and lead the way.
Paradise is where I want us to stay.
Thursday 1 January 2015
Ice Cold
I woke up to the awful sound of the alarm.
As I climbed out of bed, I felt such emptiness, pain in my chest
and an unbearable ache in my head.
It was so cold. Ice cold. I nearly froze.
He wasn't here...
I kept wishing for each day to end and hoped he would appear by the next.
Days felt like weeks. Something was missing. I missed him.
I did something unusual. Something that is so not like me:
I went to sleep early to escape reality.
I wanted to see him in my dreams to be free.
Free of fear and insecurity.
Weaving his web across my mind all the way down to my heart....
It's done. I won't run. I don't think I would have the courage to try.
As I climbed out of bed, I felt such emptiness, pain in my chest
and an unbearable ache in my head.
It was so cold. Ice cold. I nearly froze.
He wasn't here...
I kept wishing for each day to end and hoped he would appear by the next.
Days felt like weeks. Something was missing. I missed him.
I did something unusual. Something that is so not like me:
I went to sleep early to escape reality.
I wanted to see him in my dreams to be free.
Free of fear and insecurity.
Weaving his web across my mind all the way down to my heart....
It's done. I won't run. I don't think I would have the courage to try.