Tuesday 27 August 2013

Blues For You

Saw you walking down the street yesterday
And I couldn't do nothing but stare.
You got my head spinning like a trailer wheel.
My tears are falling and I'm slowly going insane.

And I tried and tried and tried to get over you.
To not call you, but that I can't do cos I still got
the blues for you.

I don't know how long this will last but I hope it will end soon.
I still got the blues for you. I searched high and low but I
couldn't get hold of what we had when I was with you.

Spend my days hoping that you'll knock on my door and
we'll be together again like before.
You say I'm crazy for not being able to get over you.
Maybe you're right, I don't know, all I know is that I love you.

Lord knows I've tried and tried and tried to get over you.
To not think of you, but that I can't do cos I still got the blues
for you.

I don't know how long this will last but I hope it will end soon.
I still got the blues for you.

Baby, I can't live without you here, please come back to me.
You know it hurts me so bad knowing that I've tried but nothing,
I said nothing can change your mind.

Still got the blues for you, for you, for you.
Listen To A Snippet Of Blues For You!

Friday 23 August 2013

Story about abuse..


*****I dedicate this rap/song to everyone who has ever been abused in any way. I also want people to see how important it is to talk about this and to help others who have gone through this and not just stand there and except it or not do anything about it even if they know it's going on.
There is hope! It's happened to me, but I am strong and I won't give up EVER, so don't you either. I've had dark days, I know what it's like to feel like you're nothing,worthless but if you're scared of your abuser...they have you in the palm of their hands and they laugh with joy but if you say f*ck you, I'm a survivor and you prove your strength, they will be the one's scared. SO SPEAK OUT, TELL SOMEONE ABOUT YOUR PROBLEM. THE PAIN WILL EAT YOU ALIVE IF YOU KEEP IT ALL INSIDE!

My main goal with this song is to inspire everyone around the world who has been abused! I will be their voice,so I will not apologize for the language because I'm sure many of these people feel this way but are not strong enough or are scared to talk!
******

          CLICK HERE TO HEAR THE RAP SONG!!!!

Lyrics:

This one right here is for a sick motherf*cker. You know who you are. You like the fame? Well, now's the time to be proud and show your face.



You thought that I'd shut up and not stand up and say what I'm feeling, well you were wrong, cos I am here and best believe that, I will do everything in my power to get you behind bars and save the world from an animal. Look how the tables have turned, now I'm in charge, I ain't no victim no more cos those days are gone. So listen carefully cos I'mma be here for a long time. I'll make the world know who you are, you f*cked up my life.


What goes around comes around, what goes around comes back around, what goes around comes around,what goes....

What goes around,comes back around 



You had the power,the money, you're a rich motherf*ucker. You think that you are God and everyone should kneel before ya. Without your money who the f*uck do you think you are? You're a sad son of a b*tch who has gone too far. Lying in the courts,not paying child support,monitoring phones,banging on our doors. The worst is yet to come, you will be left alone, you made your bed so lay in it. You'll be on your own.

Everything you said,everything you did, you will pay for all your sins.
What goes...

Yeah. This is for every child,every boy,every girl,every man,every woman who's ever been abused in their life physically,sexually,mentally. Raise your voice. Speak out! Don't keep it inside,cos it can ruin your life,like it did mine. And for all you sick motherf*ckers out there...I hope you rot in hell and I believe that everyone will get what they deserve!

Wednesday 21 August 2013

Stay..

You're the first person that I truly loved.
You're the first person who broke my precious heart.
Baby, I don't wanna, I don't wanna compete with her.
Knowing she has you're heart still hurts.

Maybe if I loved you a little longer baby.
Maybe if I loved you a little harder, you'd still be here lovin' me.

I never wanna see you leave. I never wanna feel like this.
So just stay, so just stay, just stay with me.

You're the first person that I would've said I do to.
You're the first person I would've given a child to.
You don't know how I feel inside.
Whenever I see you, my heart beats out of time.

Maybe if I loved you a little longer baby.
Maybe if I loved you a little harder, you'd still be here lovin' me.

I never wanna see you leave. I never wanna feel like this.
So just stay, stay, stay.

Monday 19 August 2013

You Don't Understand

You don't know me,you do not own me,what do I owe you? I owe you nothing. Sick of these lies,revenge in your eyes. With your cold smile I freeze inside. Stop talking I don't wanna listen cos I've had enough and you will never understand what I need no you never will.
I've stopped trying cos I don't see why that I should waste my energy and time.You don't understand,
You don't understand.
 

It's always been 'bout you,whatever you said do,you thought that I should do but things are gonna change. I'm nobody's slave,with you my life's like a cage and if I don't break free,I'll never be free. I'm doing this for me,I don't care what you think. I'm sick and tired of you living my life for me. This has to stop. Leave me alone.
Stop bullying me emotionally,leave me alone,just let me be. Don't talk to me,I ain't interested. No I don't care and no I cant bare the pain that you put me through when I'm with you. Let me be free of you.

Just stop!

Thursday 15 August 2013

2 Minutes

You broke my heart for the last time.
Now there's no coming back, no more making me cry.
Gave you everything a woman can give and all you did
was throw it away.

I'm tired of your lies and I'm tired of you making me cry.
I'm tired of all the pain. I'm tired of you playing games.

I'm giving you 2 whole minutes to pack up and leave,
'cause I will not take a man cheating on me. I'm giving
you 2 whole minutes to disappear 'cause now I see that
you never loved me.

You can't say I didn't love you, believe me I did. I was so
damn patient but you were so selfish. You cut my heart into
pieces and played with my feelings. Still all you can say is that
I don't understand.

I'm tired of your lies and I'm tired of you making me cry.
I'm tired of all the pain. I'm tired of you playing games.

I'm giving you 2 whole minutes to pack up and leave,
'cause I will not take a man cheating on me. I'm giving
you 2 whole minutes to disappear 'cause now I see that
you never loved me.

It could've been so beautiful if you would've tried to love me,
respect me and not always fuss and fight. Instead you deceived
me, you hurt me, lied to me. What are you waiting for? Get yourself
out that door!

I'm giving you 2 whole minutes to pack up and leave,
'cause I will not take a man cheating on me. I'm giving
you 2 whole minutes to disappear 'cause now I see that
you never loved me.

Tuesday 13 August 2013

Rap Part From My Song "Believe"

I'm a young girl but I've seen most of the world and 
I can tell you it isn't the way I pictured it in my dreams
when I was a kid, hoping to do big things,anxious to know
what life has in store for me. The problem is, you wake up
to reality, fake love, cold hearts, that's all you're surrounded 
with and you still don't know where the hell you went wrong,
all you know is that you used to be strong.
It's hard to hide the tears after all these years being used,
abused and so confused. When I thought it was the end, I 
thought I had no strength, he opened up my wings and he taught
me how to fly. Now I don't question why because I see the light.
Deep inside I know my pain will subside. I have no place in this
world 'cause I'm a child of God...

Monday 12 August 2013

Say You Love Me

In your arms is where I wanna be, 
So pull me close and don't let go of me.
Your eyes are all I wanna see,
So keep looking at me and I'll promise not to blink.

I know you don't know what you want.
But I ain't mad, 'cause I know where you belong.
I want you to say it...

Say you love the way nobody else has.
Say you want me and I'll do anything.
Say you need me and I'll believe you.
Promise to love me forever.

I would wait 300 years, just to feel you here with me.
I give you my life, my heart along with my love.
It's yours, so take it all.

Why should I let go when I feel the way I do?
Why should I let go when I'm so in love with you?
When I feel that you're the one for me?
You're the one who makes my heart beat so fast that I can hardly breathe.

I love you like nobody else.
I want you, yes I do and I need you please believe me.
I promise to love forever forever and a day.

Just say you love me...

Sunday 11 August 2013

Fly

Fly, don't turn back, don't let them take your wings.
Do what you want to, what you need to.
Don't let them say you can't.
If you're scared, I'll be here for you.
Go on on, do what you want to...
Just fly into the sky, through the stars.
Feel the wind blow, the rain fall, feel the sun's warmth.
Spread your wings, don't look back and just fly, just fly.

CLICK HERE TO HEAR THE SONG!!! This was recorded when I was 16. 

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Christina